Wednesday, February 22, 2012

I can't wait

I'm taking another trip to Georgia next month. I'm so excited, I just decided today. I just found out the week I was already planning to go happens to be my spring break, so I won't even be missing any classes. I'm taking Abbey this time, which is kind of a bummer and kind of super awesome since she can play with Daphne the whole time. Ah! I'm excited. 

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Happy VD

I was feelin' it earlier. I was in a good mood, I'm wearing this amazing shirt I found yesterday at the thrift store, I was just in a good mood.
Now I'm not so much, I don't know what happened.
Whatevs, I'm not going to sit here and bore you.
At least I have class tonight and the boy I sit next to is cute.

can't help it

Ok, I need to get this out.
I don't care if he fucked me over again. I don't care about that other thing that's happening. Bitch. I don't care about the hurt or lies or pain or bullshit. I don't care about any of it, I can get over all of it, I know for a fact we can work past it and be stronger. I don't give a shit how sad and pathetic this sounds. I miss Dustin, I love him, I know he loves me (I'm not being crazy, he told me, of course he loves me, how could he not) and I want my fucking life back. We're married, we have a child, I can't fucking help it.
Why yes I am the most compassionate, loyal, understanding, and most forgiving girl in the word. I know right? And I'm cute.
None of this matters of course, he left for Afghanistan for 12 months. While I've heard from a few people a few times different ways they'd like him to be hurt (which is so FUCKED up to say about anyone) I don't feel that way at all. I want more than anything in the world to make it better, I know he does too. But even still, even if that never happens and we get divorced as soon as he gets back, I just want him to come home safe. That's what matters the most. 

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Inspiration/results 3

Ok so I can't find the inspiration picture of this Free People ring I wanted to buy forever but never did.
But here's the result and if you happen to know the one I'm speaking of, mine looks just fucking like it.

I also made a few more out of geodes and amethyst but I'm not totally happy with the way they turned out yet and they need a little tweeking.
Eeeep, I have to renew my tags before the month is up and I'm terrified.
I wish I could say more and I really could because this is my blog after all but I don't know, I don't want to talk about it I guess. Or rather I don't know what to say really...ask me when I'm drunk.